went for the road run in the morning. can say i felt disheartened bcause i don't think so i made it to the top 25 this year. but wahidah its okay cause you still have next year and the following year, as long as you get the gold badge anything else does not matter. self console(: wanted to wait for BEN'S & JERRY ice cream but it still was not open by 10.00. was supposed to go bowling with my peeps but had a changed of mind since i was tired.so went to ICA to accompany nurul to get her passport thingy done but in the end nothing was changed cause her mom has to accompany her. wasted trip! i went home at about 11.45 while nurul went to meet the others. went back,bathed, & went to sleep. i want to watch movie with darling but no movie in paricular yet.


hey! was supposed to have our physics test but everybody ran off. i don't want to take the test,unprepared. i think even if mr john lim comes, it doesn't make any difference. i am not being mean but its the fact. didn't go and watch mr bean's holiday since we were done with the clothes sizing at 4.30 and bibi still needs to draw money so maybe some other time.i rushed to get my POA file done but ms tan came up and wanted us to complete ALL the homework given or she will get really really mad. she does'nt have to get mad since she's already mad! i don't even know how to do the T-account so i'll just leave it blank. afterall i've done all the homework okay ? i think i've got some problem controlling my laughter in a squad. when someone's scolding us, i can just laugh. seems weird but each time i look at others or think about something funny, i'll laugh.HAHA! shall learn how to control. i have to get my malay homework done and F.Y.I its my first ever piece of malay homework ever since mr hafiz taught us. come back, quick cause i don't think so i like the relief teacher! will be watching PRISON BREAK(: bye~


now i am filing in my POA worsheets and doing the remaining undone work and its all because of bee. she landed me in this state by acknowledging ms tan while we were walking to the canteen and she asked me for the file and she wants it tomorrow. its okay cause i had my sleep already. went for training today & it was boring since we were rehearsing for school anni. they released us early though. i want to watch movie with bibi tomorrow and sch will end a little late cause there will be physics test, but still have to idle about till 3 to take our uniform sizing. arghh its so long. have to get back to my work so i will get going. goodnight-


:) my day was okay but not untill after recess. it was mt and since my dear haizum was feeling down i went to be by her side. so the both of us including afifah were late by 15 mins. since it was not mr hafiz, the fcuking replacement teacher did not let us in. ARGHH! it so happen that mr lai was walking past and told us to stand infront of the door instesd of hiding by the side. nothing serious , thankfully. BLAH BLAH BLAH! it was not so serious but i hate it cause i am a good girl. haha! i have an ulcer on my upper lip. it hurts but not so bad


hi! spent my day celaning the house and studying. so bored luh since mummy went on a day trip to KL w/o me. she went with her friend and (the bad point was) she went KLCC w/o me. haha! she bought me a PUMA bag, a GUESS wallet and a pair of LOIS jeans. thanks alot mummy, LOVE HER loads. woots~ suddenly its so windy now & i think its going to rain. shall end my post here. BYE-


HEY! POA was confusing since i did not pay attention. instead i copied the homework which i am not done with and got lost with the T-account thingy. my fault, i should say. got my common test results and it was bad. i failed my english and combined science.i did not expect to fail my english.failed it by three marks. pathetic rather! mid year's in 6 weeks time so i cannot afford to slack. and i would really hope i do not fail my maths through out. i must strive to obtain my goal. i must start by manipulating my mind by saying I LOVE MATHS. did not go for cca today since all of us decided to give it a miss. ms tay called and spent 1/2 hr talking to mum. mummy might not have scolded me but she did not encourage my actions. while having late lunch, had a talking session with mum. mummy's nice & iLOVE her alot too(: got to know majority of the comments given was negative but of course there was the minority positive ones. goodNIGHT!


HI! change blogskin cause i find the little boy and girl cute. school was fine but had changes of the seating plan and i am no longer seating at the back. my seat's the second row from the window. the seat's okay cause i am not right infront or at the back and is cooling too. school ended 35 mins earlier so i decided to go out with bibi. did window shopping at marina since i am broke and also to relax and past time.oh yeah i checked out the price for prison break season 1 CD and it cost $49.90. not sure if mum will allow me to buy it. i really want to buy the CD. my body aches espeacially my back and i am lack of sleep. i can hardly sleep luh though i am tired. i will toss and turn before i sleep. my eyebags are going to get worse if this goes on. i was thinking if the cause was because my mattress is thin?? could be and dad said he would get me a new one this weekend. shall wait and see. can say that i miss my good night sleep badly. goodnight!


its been a week since my last post.my neck hurts alot, is either i strained a muscle in my neck or the old saying that i slept at the wrong side of the pillow or something like that. school was a bore today.but i cannot slack as mid year coming soon and i slacked alot in term 1. btw i am sooo in love with prison break espeacially wentworth miller. woots~ did not watch season one frequently so thought of buying or renting the VCD. ended my post so GOODNIGHT(:


hi. back from that hell of a bloody camp. seriously it was the BIGGEST mistake i made by going. should have listen to rodderick about not going, instead i drag him along. how stupid can i ever get? shall relate the happenings with extream details.

1st day. first of all we were late cause bibi was late so i waited for her and we reached at about 0715. blah blah blah and we headed down to east spring sec with jordan and kenneth for a competition and we had to wait for the second group for about 20-30 mins or so cause they got lost. luckily we registered way far be for time. me,bibi and jordan ended up making a fusion of aeroplane and ship. it so so funny. spent only about 25 mins on the thing and spent the 35 minutes chatting and laughing away. damn funny(: was happy then.wasted alot of time during the competition but thats what we all wanted(:and while waiting for the second team we had a hilarious talking setions. then went back before that bought a burger and went back to living hell. told mr chew that we have not eaten and bought our food. and then the fucking activities started. the sun was scorching hot,learn about flagstuff and then was told to change from PT kit to full uniform in 7 mins. which ass can do it beside you the mother-fucking asshole ? were late by 1-2 MINUTES. we were all slacking during the lecture and as for me i asked stupid question and gave stupid answer but it was fun. then we wanted to drink water but that bloodless vamp creature was reprimanding us as though she was the almighty.. but more of an almighty whore before we went for a 3 minutes water break then we got pumping. one of the sir was nice to go down with us though he did nothing wrong. feel bad though but his actions make people respect him unlike some ass who just did the talking.doesn't his saliva dries up from all the endless talking? then we had to change from full uniform to pt kit from the parade square back to the class and we were late as per usual. kudos to us as we later then previously. fucking tiring but had no choice since we were in their clutches. did some PT s stuff on what we shall teach. time for dinner. since i was full after lunch i did not eat. anyway who wants to eat MSG. we eat msg while idiots ate packed food but it still seems they still cannot think sensibly. what bibi said was right they should eat their shit and choke to death, dinner time was the time bee broke down and while consoling her i joined her. haha! we lamented that dogs were treated better and its true. was not in a mood to do anything and most of the time i just go round scolding people who talked to me including bibi. sorry yeah peeps but was just so pissed off. campfire,though we did not know the song lyrics,cause we went for competition, an idiot came telling us if we don't sing we would be pump down. realise that they do not change their speech at all, i think thats what they are speacialise in(: so i sang though i and bibi could not get the lyrics of some song but just irritated them by echoing the"AHHH AHHH& OHH" sound. here comes the unreasonable part.after that finally we can take a bath. guess the timing this tym round, its only twenty minutes and who can bath in twenty minutes with only one shower to accomodate everyone. you don't possibly thought of making us share the toilet all at the same time right ? PERVERT! we were late again,and the old radio started to play tuneless songs. was so tired but still listen to crappy stuff. BLAH BLAH BLAH .. and 30 mins gone. did some reflection stuff and went to sleep i could hardly sleep luh. woke up at 0326 and idle about before i went back to sleep again. had some difficulties in sleeping.

2nd day. the final day i cannot wait to go home. did PT and after that ran 3 round wanted to continue but since bibi was not well i accompanied her. idiots and ass can only comment but not run with us. doing all the talking is fun is it ? just becasue you think you are big the world owes you thousand and one things is it ? from this camp i get to learn who deserves my respect and who plainly does'nt. breakfast was plain biscuit since i was not hungry just ate 2 biscuit. had campcraft test and then area cleaning. then came the dog treatment. mother - fucking asshole wanted us to end the day by making it 'memorable'. so firstly we had to run and touched a tree like mad dogs for 5 times and then got pumping. was made to hold on for five minutes and some how rather i lost my balance and at the same time i laughed and got scolded but it can't be helped as the image of that girl suddenly appeared in my mind and thank goodness i did not laugh out loud. i did not bother to reply to all the questions as i was busy holding on since we were all doing the guys style and whats the point of answering the question when all the answer are not true? if we answer truthfully what do you think they will do to us. get my point ? its like deceiving themself but it makes them happy so we shall do the entertaining. actually we would have been tortured longer but aunty betty had to lock the gates so YAY we went home. cabbed home and took my bath,unpack my stuffs & sleep. in conclusion this was the most horrible fucking camp. FUCK THE CAMP!


hi! was damn irritated today & don't which to elaborate further so tomorrow i want to shop&shop all day & indulge myself with endless supplies of chocolate. have to get some stuffs for my camp this week which i don't think i am looking forward to); shall just wait and see. hmmm. btw i am on medication cause of my infected ear and the pills are damn big. but i am managing quite well . hopefully(:


HI(:back to post after my busy days were over. I scored averagely for common test. i passed my chemistry by half a mark and my english i failed by a mark. as for my maths i dd pass but with a satisfactory result. after all i dd alot of last minute work. btw my throat still sores and i am still coughing. can't help it cause i take my medication irregularly. anyway i did something stupid ystrdy which caused my comp to lagg.ARGH! since i was in a hectic situation, i switch off the comp current by mistake and wen i switch it on back there was a soft explosion sound. my heart will ache if anything happens to the comp. till here, goodNITE!
p.s. bibi since i just started bloging today heres your super belated happy birthday wish.